HOLIDAY *_______*

semester break...ermm ape yang bes ek? boring jerr ingat cuti ni nak buat macam2 tapi satu pun tak lekat, ale2 bangun subuh sambung ZZzzz ngee tak boleh nak ditolong la macam tu, bangun balik adela dalam pukul 10 am kot, isk2 teruk tol la..ape punye anak dare la ni bak kate mama, marah, ke bebel ke, hermm tak payah cite, dah tak lut, macam kirenye mencurah air ke daun keladi je tak pon bagai menuang garam dilautan, huhu betapa dahsatnye...

tula, adik nak keje tamau kasi..ngee, tapi kan..agak2 adeke orang nak hire pekerje dlm kurang dari sebulan..ala..tak apela carik dulu, adeke tak de ke, at least we have tried kan, ngee yela kalau tak dipecahkan ruyong manakan dapat sagunye.. anyways, during all this break, i have a new hobby, ok actually not really a new hobby la, its just that mase study dulu manela semat nak shopping sakan kan..jadi...time ni la nak memupuk balik semangat KE-SHOPP-ING-AN tu..hehehe like these past few days i bought a new wedges, uuu tengah sale oleh la..kalau nak ikutkan, mahal gilakkkkkk macam sayang je nak beli kasut mahal2, yela, better beli kasut murah, lawa and boleh beli banyak2 dari beli kasut mahal , lawa memang la lawa, tapi sekali je boleh beli..macam jam tangan la..i prefer beli jam rm1o to rm2o, bukan masalah kedekut, mampu tu insyaalah la kalau nak beli mahal lagi pon..tapi the problem is orang macam aku ni dahla suke kumpul banyak2, pakai pun due tige kali je, bazir memang la membazir, tapi ape orang kate sekadar kepuasan diri, sekurang2 nye harge jam tu pon affordable,

yelakan..orang sekarang ni, nak beli barang mahal tapi sanggup taknak makan, ikat perut, yang itu macam tak berbaloi la pulak, tapi ape2 pun, depends on that person la..ukur baju di badan sendiri, just think wisely about yourself and others, people are not same, masing2 ade care mereka sendiri.. kan? (:

bukan wedges sebenar, tapi lebih

kurang ini la..ngee tp x setinggi ini la..fuhh ini kalau pakai mau tegolek ni,

memandangkan sekarang cuti, memang bine badan la

ye, nasib baik papa memang every friday till sunday

gi jogging, kalau x, ngeee tapi xpela, adik bukan macam angah cepat naik badan :P

and this is one of my favourite food, xtau la mcm mne bolh

tetibe sukeeee gile dgn telur masin, hehe

there it is, my new shoes, tp x nmpak sgt la ketebalan die sbb amek

gamba part depan je, huhu tunggu firas beli adiah ntuk adik

die je dkt 1 jam, haila naseb baek tempat tu lawa boleh self came (:

last but not least, may ALLAH bless,

contengan jalanan
*shahirul aima*

Shout Out-S

it had been so long i didn't spill out in this blog, today, i'd lost my partner
i was really sad and only He knew how was i feeling, 
here the story goes --->


i had a crush on someone, yea..he at first was really damn annoying. he made me feel like a fool to him, we were like a cat and dog. fought here and there. but yea~ people might say that don't ever hate person really hard as one day you'll fall in love with that person. and i am experience it right now, i never thought he was actually made fun of me on purposely just to make me realized his existence. it was about almost 2 years we got fighting every time we met each other, i didn't know what time i realized that i liked him. if i didn't fight with him for at least once in a week i felt empty, like something in me was missing. 


one day, i entered chat room in ym, i didn't know why suddenly i decided to join them. i'd like to find a friend maybe although i knew it was really impossible to meet a good guy or girl in that room. i'd try to enter london room, and so many countries but what i got was just so many indian people. i'd like to know british or irish or japanese people, just to enhance my english language and to make friends with people from other country so that i could gain so many knowledge. but my 'hardworking' was just like a dust. and at thaht time, i was being a bored girl, and i got a hunch to try to enter malaysia chat  room, ngee i didn't know la what should i say, i was strongly believed why malay people did not move at a high level because they were being such a jerk people here and there talking about sex. too many people and sometimes i thought were there still have a good guy out there? that was really disappointing.


but i was glad, maybe were meant to know each other, i was really glad to know him. he such a good guy, and my first impression of him was quite good and i decided to give him my phone number without thinking twice. and we were being a good friends as long as i could say. he got his own business,  he got his own mission and vision and i was proud of him.
he taught me so many things and took a very good care of my health. he woke me up at dawn, and i was doing the same thing. it was like we took care of each other wisely. he shared so many things and iwas doing the same. 


but until one day, 16th March 2012, i decided to tell him what was actually in my heart and mind. i knew it would hurt him badly but i was also hurt as i was cheating myself. i gave him and myself a chance so that we could know each other and i'd like to test my heart if i really like him as more that a friend, i kept thinking about it, and i found nothing. i loved him to be my friend. a good friend of mine.
unfortunately, now he was gone. i couldn't hpld him anymore, the more i held him tightly te meore he would get hurt. have you ever heard that if you really love somebody you have to let him/her go. and i did that. yes it was true that i was really, badly, damn sad but i still got Firas by my side. who would guide me to Him. insyaalah. but, he got no one. i mean his soul mate. and he should not wasting his time to wait for me. he should use this time wisely to find another girl who was 100% better than me. i knew i shouldn't say that because it was about heart we were talking about. i was really guilty.if i didn't give him my number he would never get hurt. but yet, let by gone br by gone. we couldn't undo our time and we had to believe that everything happened for a reason. hence, last but not least, i wanted to ask for an apology. i knew that you might not read this blog again. but i still wanted to write this. who knows maybe one day you would like to have a second to read those postings. and i'll always pray for your own sake, pray for your happiness. 
EN. MOHD FAHMI BIN IBRAHIM, thanks for everything and sorry for hurting you. all the memories that we went through together had change me a little bit and i was really thankful for that. i'd already registered in mengundi day and i would always remember your word to vote malay people no matter what happened. as long as they did their job wisely. and i was strongly believed that u might be a good, great politician and business man in Malaysia. just one thing i'd like you to remember, no matter what, LIVE WELL OR LIVE HELL you CHOOSE, so be careful and don't ever forget your responsibility to people...



 may ALLAH bless
*SHAHIRUL AIMA*

BERDOA | KHUSYUK & IKHLAS - BERSERAH PADA ALLAH

YA ALLAH,

JIKA AKU JATUH CINTA,

CINTAKANLAH AKU PADA SESEORANG YANG MELABUHKAN CINTANYA PADA-MU, AGAR BERTAMBAH KEKUATANKU UNTUK MENCINTAI-MU.

YA MUHAIMIN,

JIKA AKU JATUH CINTA,

JAGALAH CINTAKU PADANYA AGAR TIDAK MELEBIHI CINTAKU PADA-MU.

YA RABBANA,

JIKA AKU JATUH HATI,

JAGALAH HATIKU PADANYA AGAR TIDAK BERPALING PADA-MU.

YA RABBUL IZZATI,

JIKA AKU RINDU,

RINDUKANLAH AKU PADA SESEORANG YANG MERINDUI SYAHID DI JALAN-MU.

YA ALLAH,

JIKA AKU RINDU,

JAGALAH RINDUKU PADANYA AGAR TIDAK LALAI AKU MERINDUI SYURGA-MU.

YA ALLAH,

JIKA AKU MENIKMATI CINTA KEKASIH-MU,

JANGANLAH KENIKMATAN ITU MELEBIHI KENIKMATAN INDAHNYA BERMUNAJAT DI SEPERTIGA MALAM TERAKHIR-MU

YA ALLAH,

JIKA AKU JATUH HATI PADA KEKASIH-MU,

JANGANLAH BIARKAN AKU TERTATIH DAN TERJATUH DALAM PERJALANAN PANJANG MENYERU MANUSIA KEPADA-MU.

YA ALLAH,

JIKA KAU HALALKAN AKU MERINDUI KEKASIH-MU,

JANGAN BIARKAN AKU MELAMPAUI BATAS SEHINGGA MELUPAKAN AKU PADA CINTA HAKIKI DAN RINDU ABADI HANYA KEPADA-MU.

"YA ALLAH
TERIMALAH AMALAN-AMALAN KAMI,
PERKENANKANLAH DOA-DOA KAMI,
BUKAKANLAH PINTU KEBAIKAN UNTUK KAMI,
SEPERTI MANA ENGKAU BERIKAN KEPADA ANBIYA' & AULIYA'MU,
DAN HAMBA-HAMBAMU YANG SOLEH!"

AMIN YA ROB.........

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